The way you think doesn’t really matter. Your beliefs don’t matter. Your destiny and karma don’t matter. There’s a higher consciousness at work in your life and it’s not what you think it is ~ and it is only here/now ~ let go of the stories that you were a buddha in another time, or a master of this and that ~ it is all bullocks and mind ego engrossment ~ in the stillness of self, one finds the true self, there were many are scared to go : the inner 'nothingness' of self ~ but there is the portal, nothing else will do ~ yet, noone can tell you, you have to find out for yourself ♥