The original state

Travels. I had many lately.

I had travels from work to home, from family to home, social demands to home. I travelled from groups meetings to home, from restaurants to home, from the sportsclub to home, from concerts to home. That went on as soon as I had a home of myself, a little house or appartment, after I left the parental home. Yes.

Then at one point I chose that home was not one place anymore, I gave up the little appartment I lived in and then I - myself - became my own home, inside of me. That became the place of being 'at home' and I started to live out of a suitcase. I travelled with people, and then chose to travel just with a few, or just another one. I chose not to travel alone, that is boring.

Then I experienced travels in my head, desires and wishes in my head, and woke up everytime out of them. I understood that I am not living only in one world, but in many. During one day of 24 hours, I live eternity in the worlds above and below, left and right. I understood that I am not just one being, I am many, everything I dream of. And even everything that I experience here-now.

And then, next to the colorful endeavours, travels in and outside, there is something else. There is a place that is not of the same 'fabric'. It is what I call 'stillness', it is there where every travel ends, the beginning and the end. The travels are fed by it, but IT is not of this world. IT is the source, the force, and yet, it cannot be seen or heard, because it is not of this world. And our ears and eyes have not been designed to be able to listen to it. There is only one 'item' capable of locking to it : the heart, and not even the biological heart. It is the energetic heart, the pulsing stream that allows LIFE to stream from the stillness to me. Otherwise I would not be alive, you see. It is the original state. The I am that I am, just me, everything and nothing, and that is quite something.

So, I can tie myself to this source again by opening the 'energetic; heart. That can be done by high frequency thinking like compassion, forgiveness, balanced states of mind, expansive. And then, I can become tied to my 'original state', where I come from. And then, the magician comes in this life, the one that 'knows' everything. A magician 'from the heart', isn't that cool ?

Komaya

Waking up

Awakening and Awareness. Words that ring around in many ears lately, and for each it impacts differently. It shakes up, changes the routines, mixes the habits and totally changes the settings. The future is quite different, because new decisions have been taken by many.

Some get angry at the system or others, some get more compasionate, some start to work in a very different field where they feel useful.

Some leave their entire family, and join spiritual groups.

Some read all the information from books and visit seminars about self-empowering. Some are sober and stay where they are, just looking from the fence. Some start their own group, get into activism, and others are then again not able to stand up for themselves.

After looking at others and their activities, I get back to myself. What have I done to allow myself to get to understanding what this is all about ?

It has been enormous ! Since a few years, I was shaken, pushed, loved and hated for what I did. I still made my personal changes, some think it was courage, others think it was insane. I still did what I did. I am happy though, it brought me a lot of information, insights, growth and clarity. Did it bring me closer to me ? Yes and no.

It seems that at the end of the road the 'essence' of what I am about is still the same, the same character if you wish. But, there is much more 'flow' and therefore sovereign choice. I let go of society demands, and set myself in a free state of being where I want. That helps a lot. I am much more creative and powerful, it seems I have awakened the magician in me.

There is not much more to reveal than the fact that I continue the road like this, unbreakable, although many have tried to break me. Still there, smiling and capable of loving everyone and everything.

So have I awakened, yes, for a large part I understand why I am here, why many are still unaware and how this world invites to stay like that. Mmmm, loads of fear about everything on this world. It is interesting to see the dynamic. But there is joy too, amazement, chaotic spectacular.

We are capable of so many things, yes, the world is changing because we are, even those who are not aware of it. Some powerful stuff going on.

Komaya

Waking up

Awakening and Awareness. Words that ring around in many ears lately, and for each it impacts differently. It shakes up, changes the routines, mixes the habits and totally changes the settings. The future is quite different, because new decisions have been taken by many.

Some get angry at the system or others, some get more compasionate, some start to work in a very different field where they feel useful.

Some leave their entire family, and join spiritual groups.

Some read all the information from books and visit seminars about self-empowering. Some are sober and stay where they are, just looking from the fence. Some start their own group, get into activism, and others are then again not able to stand up for themselves.

After looking at others and their activities, I get back to myself. What have I done to allow myself to get to understanding what this is all about ?

It has been enormous ! Since a few years, I was shaken, pushed, loved and hated for what I did. I still made my personal changes, some think it was courage, others think it was insane. I still did what I did. I am happy though, it brought me a lot of information, insights, growth and clarity. Did it bring me closer to me ? Yes and no.

It seems that at the end of the road the 'essence' of what I am about is still the same, the same character if you wish. But, there is much more 'flow' and therefore sovereign choice. I let go of society demands, and set myself in a free state of being where I want. That helps a lot. I am much more creative and powerful, it seems I have awakened the magician in me.

There is not much more to reveal than the fact that I continue the road like this, unbreakable, although many have tried to break me. Still there, smiling and capable of loving everyone and everything.

So have I awakened, yes, for a large part I understand why I am here, why many are still unaware and how this world invites to stay like that. Mmmm, loads of fear about everything on this world. It is interesting to see the dynamic. But there is joy too, amazement, chaotic spectacular.

We are capable of so many things, yes, the world is changing because we are, even those who are not aware of it. Some powerful stuff going on.

Komaya

Together

We have overcome the wall of separation
because we worked all together...

Sharing this great wisdom from a great French poet.

Dreaming the dreams

I have been dreaming eons of time, all dreams within dreams. It looked real, felt real, smelt real, but it was all dream, my imagination, my desires and wishes. My explorations and discoveries.

I dreamt I was the greatest warrior, the best singer, the greatest artist, the lonely wanderer, the monk, the king, the queen, the beggar. Tried everything.

I see, I only have to wish, to want, and the dream does what I want. I see, all my desires still come true, I can do anything, because I am powerful. It all is nothing but a thought that moves worlds, ... in worlds, in worlds.

And now, I promised myself to play a last time, with intensity, love, grace, finding out a last time for myself the response to the question 'who am I ?'.

I am that I am, just me, nothing more, nothing less, and that is quite something !

Komaya

Master of matter, slave of eternity

When one becomes the master of matter, controlling the forces of chi, water, air, fire... one might become illusioned with the idea of power and control !

Mind it ! Controlling the elements of the world is not mastering the illusion of the world.

When one gets control over the elements, one merely puts a cage around himself... and in the illusion becomes his own slave.

Free the elements, and you free yourself.

Truth lies in freedom of all things. Release, allowance and surrender are the greatest and most difficult achievements of the warrior heart that knows 'love is the answer'. You sense what Bruce Lee means with 'be water, my friend !' ?

Ponder on this, it is important !

Komaya

Freedom comes when you learn to say 'no'

Freedom from what ? We do not know, but there is something that we want different. The world ? Yes, and ourselves to start with.

So, what is going on ? We are led to get 'outside' of ourselves, and solve things IN the world. However the key to ending the cage is not there.

We are the key. It's going to feel good, that is for sure. Break that chain ! It can only be done by you, noone else.

Stand up and live, yourself. Learn to say 'no' to things that do not serve love and life. Learn to say 'no' to fear and insecurity, it is only thoughts that controlling frequencies emit.

We set ourselves free by becoming active 'compassion', active 'appreciation', active 'golden hearted', active 'forgiveness'... A new dynamic enters this world that changes the face of everything.

The earth reality DOES change with thoughts.

Do not fear anything ! Do not be afraid, love is the answer ! The way of the warrior of peace is the one that understands that the demons were inside, not outside.

Komaya

Yin-Yang to ONE

Yin Yang, duality, polarity ! Something is happening, things are changing rapidly on the planet.

We shift together, drawn by forces that cannot be controlled. It is time to return home.

How will the cats solve this enigma ?

Fearless ?

Fearless, the soul that has brought all together !

The moment it found that the only thing that needed to understand that the struggle only took place because it thought there was a separation between itself and itself. Two parts opposing each other.

It took time, but it came to realize that this was never true : there is no separation.

How could one fear 'another' then ?

Komaya

Painted the canvas, time to come home

There it is, the canvas that I painted, the worlds that I created and visited. Over and over again, many lifetimes.

I became 'many', shattered pieces of the mirror, little pieces of amazement, crystals, all as beautiful and alive as the painting, the mirror itself.

But it remained a mirror, even in the slightest bits and pieces, those that forgot it was a part of a mirror.

I am that I am, just me, the creator of the canvas that painted a mirror. After diving into the canvas, thinking for eons that it was my world, and I was part of it, I remember. I was a fraction of my totality, and I forgot it all.

I am now picking up the pieces of the crystals, I am putting the mirror in one piece, and I see that the painting was a creation, it was not me.

Now that I have discovered all this, it is time to come home, to the place where I belong. Home : I am that I am. And a new day starts, but this time, not any repetition of what has been, something new, alive, pounding and amazing !

Komaya

The first day of your life

Maybe no-one has the answer ? Sometimes we do not know who to be. Are we alone in the search ?

But there is a first time to be alive, to break the chain and to walk away from pain !

The time has come to start a new beginning, with all our hopes and our dreams.

The stars shine for you and for me. I am ready now to start a new beginning. There is nothing we cannot overcome, and the earth is brighter than the sun ? This could be the first day of your life.

Komaya

I am that I am Proclamation ;-)

I am that I am – what incredible grand words ! What a realization !

What a feeling to be able to proclaim, “I am that I am.” Let’s do that together and as we do, feel it deep within you. I am that I am.

Feel how the energy moves, shifts. You’re no longer asking the question – Who am I? You’re no longer having the energies seek out that answer.

When you proclaim, “I am that I am” the omniverse, the energies of Spirit, the energies of love, and the energies of every part of you that ever has been, comes in to support that proclamation – I am that I am.