Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Neutralizing low frequencies

Sometimes it is necessary to get rid of a part of yourself to breathe again, and to find harmony. It is when I momentarily separate myself from fear (expressed in another person), that I then can re-integrate that part as a neutral energy that comes home... Yes, so-called separation is part of the neutralizing power of forgiveness.
It is not really about people for me, it is about the frequency that you are connected to [that is my own way of perceiving].
Now, a fear person, depressed person, is a carrier of something you like to get transformed within yourself.... The only way I have experienced that this transformation can come about, is by separating yourself from it, breathing and then allowing the powerful forgivenss and other high frequential love vibes to neutralize.
The heart transforms it all, it must however be allowed to feel what is going on, and that is the scary part, but still... if allowed it transforms amazing amounts of lower frequency. Like a reverse wave therapy, you know.
The synchronistic events show themselves to push you in the direction, you are most afraid to willingly walk into... But you must go finally.It might not be always the best solution [although it is usually], and if error, I have to choose again.
Sovereignty is a road that demands some seemingly 'courageous' disconnections....It gives space to connect with 'new frequencies' that are more likely to connect with your own vibe. The heart knows.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Sense of Purpose

Letter to a friend (slightly adapted from the original version) -


Dear friend, I am doing very well. I am focussing on being here/now, still evolving in understanding the human design and therefore being of the most efficient use to others when I first understand myself. It does make a difference, it helps. Still highly connected to the 6 heart virtues of appreciation, compassion, forgiveness, humility, understanding and valor. I use them every time I encounter an incident, or watch something happen in my life.
The sense of purpose is especially lying in the fact that I consider myself the center of my own universe. What I emit has an impact on the rest of my own universe, so I make it a continuous routine to think, feel and live as 'purely' as possible, with respect to myself first and the others, that I create in my universe. With the sense of gentleness and harmony, and stable attitude. Not allowing emotional infringement or mental smallness. Currently that is what I want to emit, and it rewards itself greatly. I have been helped by the presence of unconditional friends, it allowed me to align myself in my one cosmic center of stability.
I am now getting into a new phase, where creation needs to happen from our centers, not relying on the structures of society or models of matrix.
I love to exchange much wisdom with my friends and as we are silently working behind the scenes, until the sovereign integral (= the unique soul center) redirects me to something else. The purpose will then be clear. I continue to watch myself closely, discovering the hidden fears, the overwhelming power of unconditional love and with that, the mastery of self that embraces joy as well.
I have much laughter and fun, as me and my friends discover the traps of the mind, and we laugh the lower thoughts away.... We are well cared for by our own design, and we love life again.
I am very faintly connected to any other person that walks a spiritual path, unless those persons come to me by own free will. It is - by the way - lovely to receive an update from your side. As said, we are closely related on a certain level, and if you need, you can always contact me. The same as I did, when I wanted to contact you... I never hesitated. The road we chose is indeed a very peculiar one, and it is lovely to know that we are not alone in this, and that there is at least one person on the planet that thinks, feels and understands the same.
The only remaining faint contact at this stage - with others that is - is my presence on facebook, and just one other ning site iGaia. I now wished I would still have my own ning site, but it is gone. It became a payable platform so it was taken off line anyway. But those contacts are the only ones for me.
I love to write so I have these blogs (footer), and for the rest life will attract to me the next step. I know I am a leader, a self-manager so to speak. So at one time, there will be others that will come to me. You see, if you are born with a leader energy, the universe MUST respond to that request, and other people will join the movement. That is the reason why the focus lies on the harmony of self, instead of first wanting to have the others to lead. First making myself the right vessel for the sovereign master integral.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Quantum Movement

Stillness and slow movement.
You move in the middle of your dojo, it is a familiar place. You are on your own, and you feel without looking the bonzai in the corner, the weapons at the front, the large windows over the Zen-Garden at your right, and the silent wooden wall on your left.
You feel the hours of practice of your friends, the attention, their focus and the determination.
You feel yesterday and you feel tomorrow, endless. You silently come back in yourself, you have come to practice the feeling of connectedness of the warrior spirit that dwells within you, the only true place of beingness.
Your energy field swells, as it realigns itself to the intent of your purpose. There is a long silence, only the breeze coming through the windows, everything is calm. Your heartbeat slows down, you feel its beating. Your being assembles itself into alignment, mental and emotional you are calm, contained. Balance and harmony, you breathe and the attention is only here, nowhere else.
You move slowly and allow your biology to align with you. You know you are not alone, the quantum depths of yourself are with you. Centered with you, the movement you make becomes a star that shifts within you, the movement realigns the cosmos. You are the earth, the cosmos, the tiniest flower and the tree.
You are quantum, moving the unmovable. Infinite and expanding, forever.

Along the path


Along the path


Presence

Feel this. It is hidden in your hand that gently and silenty caresses that dog's head. Or within your feet, walking silent and solitary over the path filled with autumn leaves. It is there in the subtle hand movement of closing that window for the sake of care and well-being.


Quantum field, full of essence, totally present. It takes a moment of total stillness to perceive the shadow whisper from 'there'. Like the warrior that walks the path of silence, he learned to listen to the leaves, the voice of the wind, the whispers of all worlds and the essence of life itself.
It is there in the sight of the colored flower, a sacred space.

The mystery, people say as they walk by heavily bumping their next steps into the ground forgetting the silent space.

It can be found by those that stop and listen, those that do keep quiet and do not talk to engage in the next word of conversation. Hear it by not moving and then experience it by taking the next step as gently as you can, touching the ground like it is woven from a golden sacred carpet and care needs to be given to each step.

It is there in the slower movement of your hand stretching out to take the next cup of coffee, full of grace, as it gently moves the silent space around it, unseen sparkle emerge. It is expressed in the last note on your guitar, the one that dies away and resonates further eternally.

Presence

Feel this. It is hidden in your hand that gently and silenty caresses that dog's head. Or within your feet, walking silent and solitary over the path filled with autumn leaves. It is there in the subtle hand movement of closing that window for the sake of care and well-being.
It is there in the sight of the colored flower, a sacred space.

Quantum field, full of essence, totally present. It takes a moment of total stillness to perceive the shadow whisper from 'there'. Like the warrior that walks the path of silence, he learned to listen to the leaves, the voice of the wind, the whispers of all worlds and the essence of life itself.
The mystery, people say as they walk by heavily bumping their next steps into the ground forgetting the silent space.
It can be found by those that stop and listen, those that do keep quiet and do not talk to engage in the next word of conversation. Hear it by not moving and then experience it by taking the next step as gently as you can, touching the ground like it is woven from a golden sacred carpet and care needs to be given to each step.
It is there in the slower movement of your hand stretching out to take the next cup of coffee, full of grace, as it gently moves the silent space around it, unseen sparkle emerge. It is expressed in the last note on your guitar, the one that dies away and resonates further eternally.